Slight recovery on my stocks today. Settled my living expenses for two months. I only signed a three month lease, and they asked for two months up front plus a deposit since I'm unemployed, and utilities are included. Just food and gas to pay for til the end of August. I should improve on my stock trading, I don't usually stay slumped this long without something starting to move right. Here's hoping for the best.

The Market is kicking my butt at the moment, and everyday life isn't being much kinder. I have no clue what to do since I graduated from college. I've looked for jobs "in my field" until I'm blue in the face. I changed geographical areas, I'm running out of cash. I'm trying to be happy and look forward to the future, but its another roadblock at every turn. If I just had a real goal that only depended on my own hard work I could just buckle down and make it happen, but I don't for the first time in my life I need real help from somebody, and nobody seems to be looking to help me. I'll probably just take a pay the bills kind of job, and keep hoping something worth pursuing develops. That's all I have to say at the moment. I'm not dying in the market, but at a time when I could really use some winners, I'm in a bunch of losers and no movers. No big deal, except that I decided to document it all in a blog, and I'm not doing anything worth bragging about.