The Market is kicking my butt at the moment, and everyday life isn't being much kinder. I have no clue what to do since I graduated from college. I've looked for jobs "in my field" until I'm blue in the face. I changed geographical areas, I'm running out of cash. I'm trying to be happy and look forward to the future, but its another roadblock at every turn. If I just had a real goal that only depended on my own hard work I could just buckle down and make it happen, but I don't for the first time in my life I need real help from somebody, and nobody seems to be looking to help me. I'll probably just take a pay the bills kind of job, and keep hoping something worth pursuing develops. That's all I have to say at the moment. I'm not dying in the market, but at a time when I could really use some winners, I'm in a bunch of losers and no movers. No big deal, except that I decided to document it all in a blog, and I'm not doing anything worth bragging about.